Sunday, December 03, 2006

Examine Ourselves

This week we had a break from our Galatians study. The class was canceled last Monday due to weather. So for study of the Word I continued my Bible reading track for reading the Bible in a year. I've been at it for over a year at I'm only on May. So it's slow going.

Yesterday I read this verse in 2 Corinthians 13:5, "Examine yourselves to see whether you are in the faith; test yourselves. Do you not realize that Christ Jesus is in you -- unless, of course, you fail the test?"

My question is, How often do we examine ourselves in terms of our spiritual life in comparison to what the Bible says?

Soon after becoming a Christian I read, and re-read the Parable of the Sower (Mark 4). Read it now if you like but in short there are four soils, seed was sown on all four of them, and only one produced a crop at all. At that time in my walk with the Lord I immediately interpreted the first three soils with problems as "other people", and the fourth soil as Christians. And I interpreted the multiplicity of the crop as other people coming to faith in Jesus. With this understanding, and even with the explanation of the parable in just a few verses later I don't think I took it seriously the truth as it is.

A few years ago I started examining myself in light of this scripture and humbly came to realize a few things. First I could not categorize my heart as the fourth soil. There was no evidence of thirty, sixty, or a hundred people coming into the Faith by anything I did. So which soil was I?

Second is that the other soils are evident in professing Christians. For example Mark 4:17 says, "Others, like the seed sown on rocky places, hear the word and at once receive it with joy". Non-believers do not receive God's word with joy.

The third thing I realized is the crops need not be converts. In Galatians there is discussion of the fruits of the Spirit. The crop therefore could be made up of love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, etc.

So even in light of this, what soil was I? What soil are you?

To be honest with myself I would have to say the third soil, those with thorns -- worries, deceitfulness of wealth and desires for other things choking the word and making it unfruitful in my life.

The sanctification process is slow. I have moments of love and joy. I have patience -- sometimes. But other fruits show up, fruits of the sinful nature. The biggest one lately is anger. I rarely have actual outbursts of anger but when I do it is remorseful. And more often, I imagine in my mind some amazing, academy award-winning tirades. This practice in my mind is just setting me up for more uncontrolled outbursts.

I think as committed followers of Jesus we long to see fruits of the Spirit exhibited in our lives. And as averagegirl says we should share these fruits with others. So what do we do? God's Word is true so let us all examine ourselves against it. And let us take action to live according to it, as what Hebrews 12:1-2 says.

I will never tell any Christian to try and solve their sin problems by their own power. In the past I know I have expected folks to just stop sinning in their own power, but no more. Some effort, or act of faith should be initiated in our part but let the Spirit do the work of helping us with our struggle against sin. In our own power we strive and succeed at avoiding sin, for a while maybe. Even if we were to conquer a sin in our lives, we would be boastfully proud of our accomplishment. And when we try and try, or even conquer a sin in our own power, then it just becomes an enslavement that burdens us, not something that sets us free.

Lately the biggest help for me has been by the study of Galatians and taking a careful look at what grace means. Other books in the Bible talk about grace too. Listen. Jesus' sacrifice on the cross for my sin and yours is what truely sets us free. It lifts the burden. And when we consider what He has done and why He did it that breaks us from the slavery of the sin and even removes the burden of avoiding the sin. Romans 8 comes to mind here.

In the "final greetings" part, 2 Corinthians 13:11 says "Finally, brothers, good-by. Aim for perfection, listen to my appeal, be of one mind, live in peace, and the God of love and peace will be with you."

Saturday, December 02, 2006

Prayer On My Mind

Prayer has been on my mind lately. I just listened to a TFL message regarding prayer. My Galatians study is leading me to think more about life by the Spirit. And today I read a Spurgeon devotional that mentions prayer.

In the Spurgeon devotional for November 28 it includes, "Others have what is far better, namely, close fellowship with the King of kings. Let them be sure to pray daily for the weak among the Lord's people, the doubting, the tempted, and the comfortless. It will redound to their honor if they make much intercession for those who are in darkness and dare not draw close to the mercy-seat."

Look at who is on Spurgeon's prayer list: the weak, the doubting, the tempted, the comfortless.

Often I hear of prayer requests for the most dire circumstances. Someone has cancer, someone was injured, someone lost their job, someone had a death in the family. But I do not recall ever hearing a prayer request about someone struggling with doubt, or with temptation. Are these not the weapons with which the enemy wages war against the saints? When we fight back shouldn't we aim to bring the downtrodden closer to the Lord?

I'm not sure why we pray for a deliverence from affliction when it can be through affliction we may know God more (Psalm 119:71). I'm not saying we would harm ourselves in order to know God. But if illness falls on us, we can and should rejoice. (Romans 5) Also, I'm not saying we should withold pray about illness or other dire circumstances. Scripture is clear about praying in all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. We should have prayers of supplication and prayers of thanksgiving.

What a fantastic thing, to come into close fellowship of the Lord. Let us make prayer something we desire every day and as often as possible.